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IT HAPPENS.

if you still havnt added my new journal. DO IT!
go to _______anorexic comment and ill add you.
kthnks.
<3her!
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| im leaving on a jet plane... |
[22 Jul 2004|12:03am] |
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travelin. |
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hot hot heat<3 |
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okay well my flight leaves today. at 11:30am. for missouri.
im going to miss everyone so much!!!!
crap my internet isnt working. so i am on jess' comp.
i love you all!!!!!
bon voyage.
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| this is an obsession. |
[20 Jul 2004|04:50pm] |
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Toxic! |
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eighteen visions<3 |
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........why did you kill her?

cu'_____she was talkin shit!
psssss :: ME add it
_______anorexic
this will be my new pic journal btw.
<3a!
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| lets try this again... |
[18 Jul 2004|04:56pm] |
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meh. |
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not helping... |
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...wow.
so today was my HUGE nervous breakdown. it always happens once a year.
i was throwing up. i was crying. i wasnt talking to anyone.
they're weird and i dont like them. i dont want to have another one. EVER!
i think ill get my hair done tomorrow. cause im NOT going to work.
ohh...
( and these are the things i have to do. to get through to you. )
k bye.
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[17 Jul 2004|11:15pm] |
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okay. |
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Gorgeous ♥ Eighteen Visions |
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i had fun tonight.
with my jess...i<3her!
we went to CATO's. i bought some new thongs and bras. go me! then got chinese food.
ill miss her alot when im gone.
then i went to chads house. he could only hang out for like 30 mins. oh well we still had fun.
im gonna miss him too!
im also going to miss not talking to sal. but we really dont talk that much anymore anyways. it makes me sad. but i guess theres nothing i can do about it. anyways...im going to miss you sal.
oh and to leave you with this.

ca$h vs. franZ
oh and i also might be making a new journal. so keep your eyes open.
<3a.
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[17 Jul 2004|12:19pm] |
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none... |
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...im leaving for missouri thursday.
i need this.
i have to get away from all this drama.
and be happy for once.
i had fun with jess yesterday. and thanks for our little talk. it made me think about things alot.
i really need to get my hair done today. but im so fucking lazy. gurrr!
oh and im sorry. for everything. ='{
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[15 Jul 2004|06:21pm] |
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cold |
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slow motion ♥ Juvenile |
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my tomm consists of ::
...wake up ...take franz for his first check up ...go to jess' and take her to get her senior pics done ...get my check/cash it ...get my hurr did ...i owe my dad like $100.00. so ill pay him back ...then hang out with jess somemore
and on sat. me and chad are going to see beloved. which will own. im gonna straight up knock some cunts out.
then a week from today i leave for missouri. ...blah...blah!
uhm sal i miss you. and 36 days<33
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| i smell death in those bones. |
[13 Jul 2004|09:52pm] |
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mm sad. |
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Bury Me With It ♥ Modest Mouse |
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...k so the one time i want to post pics. my fucking camera softwear stops working.
...what a fucking bitch!
today has been one of those days. you know the ones where you cry. the ones where you just want to sleep forever. the ones you just want to end.
well in 2 hours today will be over. maybe i will be happy then.
...i need water. pronto.
ok so im done ranting.
signed, a.
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[13 Jul 2004|12:48am] |
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cash snoring all over my clean clothes<3 |
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gurrr.
i do not look like pat benatar
geez some people.
oh and i had fun today.
nojess // :{ chad :: =} mall // no formula target :: size 28 denny's :: mmm Fahrenheit 9/11 :: i actually thought it was interesting.
and i got you home on time. my curfew was extended to 12:30 and i got home right on time. GO ME.
jess-i-KA i missed you *sad face*
sal you dont talk to me anymore. and that breaks my heart. i seriously miss you. ALOT.
k love you all. nighty! <3
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[11 Jul 2004|09:43pm] |
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gurrr!!! |
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lyke hXc! |
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seriously.
...what the hell?
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[01 Jul 2004|05:48pm] |
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keyboards! |
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Take Me Out ♥ Franz Ferdinand |
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haha. im updating. this never happens.
well yesterday was so fun. i hung out with chad and jess. best time ever. white chicks was okay. damn Spiderman2 and selling out. oh well hopefully ill see it sat with chady.
k i miss my jess already. oh well i am going to visit her this week. i love you girlie.
oh and i miss you too lover pants. we havnt talked alot lately. and that makes me sad. 49 daysss sunnnn!
k im leaving it with that. cause these posts are pointless. love you. k. bye.
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[27 Jun 2004|06:30pm] |
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Float On ♥ Modest Mouse |
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k so yesterday was indeed the best day ever! and there will be more to come. like wednesday.
yeah so my comp is effed up. this is NO good. yeah so i havnt been able to update until now.
uhm k i missed not talking to you this weekend. = { i felt so empty. i really hope you do come early. that would rock my pants right off! k i love you.
uhm nothing else to say. so bye! <3
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[23 Jun 2004|12:03am] |
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Slow Motion ♥ Juvenile |
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okay. so olive garden made me sick. thanks.
i feel like drawing.
i wish i wasnt alone. i wish people understood me. i wish things were easier. i wish i wasnt sick. i wish you would believe me. i wish i could leave. i wish i was done with high school.
i want to be myself.
i love you. and im sorry your upset. i just really wish you were happy. = {
ok. so that was pointless. no one reads this anyways. bye.
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| thats so you... |
[20 Jun 2004|09:03pm] |
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better after talking to u baby |
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Maps ♥ Yeah Yeah Yeahs |
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sal. i love you!
<3a.
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| 545131354687413654!!!!!!!! |
[20 Jun 2004|04:01pm] |
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FUCKING sick. |
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Blood Bros. ♥ |
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hmm i think im dying.
NOTE TO SELF: i missed you alot. =(
ok. bye.
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[19 Jun 2004|03:22am] |
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Thats So You ♥ The Rocket Summer |
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went shopping today.
bought alot.
missed you.
re-peirced my ears.
new purse. shoot me.
tomorrow. = grammas. jess. lakeland.
good.
k. i love you all.
g' nite! <3
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| Y. |
[18 Jun 2004|12:09am] |
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...vanity?
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[16 Jun 2004|08:45pm] |
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Dirty Life ♥ IMA Robot |
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What pleasure do you crave when sex lacks passion?
...<3
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[15 Jun 2004|07:58pm] |
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smooth operator. |
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slob on my knob ♥ Three 6 Mafia |
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okay so i hate work. but i love money. and im getting these black flats from urban outfitters. = } and these polka dot heels from Steve Madden. i also need a new grey skirt. do i hear shopping this weekend. oh i do. i think ill go with my mommy.
oh plus fathers day is sunday. what to get my dad. he's so spunky. maybe some spiffy threads. we will see.
i may take pics tonight. im not sure ive been lazy.
okay so 66 days<3 and i love you.
k bye. AMBERRRR!
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